You know sometime when u see your self Just see your self Someone not good enough And though there's times when you feel like You can't do nothing right And then security takes ahold Obscures your vision of your soul You can't see what's inside Open up your eyes
Take a look in the mirror You're beautiful Take a moment to love The one you are Learn to accept yourself 'cause this that's true You can't love nobody else Until u love u
I know sumtime its so hard to keep Up your self esteem Sometime u can feel so small And its so easy to tell yourself You're not worth much at all When you aren't sure of who you are Now it's tearing you apart You can't see what is true Change your point of view
Take a look in the mirror You're beautiful Take a moment to love The one you are Learn to accept yourself 'cause this that's true You can't love nobody else Until u love u
Find what is real is what's inside you Know there's no one else in this world like you Take maybe just a little time to start and see Just who you really are
Take a look in the mirror You're beautiful Take a moment to love The one you are Learn to accept yourself 'cause this that's true You can't love nobody else Until u love u
Take a look in the mirror You're beautiful Take a moment to love The one you are Learn to accept yourself 'cause this that's true You can't love nobody else Until u love
Take a look in the mirror Take a look in the mirror Hemm Take a look in the mirror Take a look in the mirror You're beautiful
Was in the midst of burial in the pages of textbooks for my final paper's revision, that I suddenly stopped and decided to bloghop! Still wonder if anyone STILL occasionally find themselves ending up in my blog only to find that I haven't been updating it for months. Oopss.. I've got no excuse other than some things are better left unsaid, and that other things are not worthy to be blogged about.
I bet its no surprise that everyone tends to reminisce times especially when the year is coming to an end. Blogs seem to have posts of what they have been through throughout the year, what's lost and found in the year, what they're gonna miss the most within the year. I'm like no other, and tend to see the importance in lost time and to realize that the year is coming to an end.
Come to think about it, there's nothing much that I've done in these 10 months that is worth bragging about. However, there are definitely things that are very much different from how they were 10 months before.
Recently, I've been very much pondering on what will happen after this year. As in, I BETTER be done with my degree and then I would be like everyone else, venture out to the society to work. Haha. This is another step in my life that I am feeling kinda lost in. I remember that the first time I had this kinda feelings was when I had to decide what to study and major in after high school. I would have to be responsible for the decision I made, and thankfully; I don't regret opting for business majors. I like what I study! Well, I have to right? Lol.
Now, this is the second time that the mixed feelings are back again. The uncertainty, fear, relief and excitement all mustered into one. For those who are out there in the working world now, have you had this kinda feeling in the transition of graduating and going out to have an actual job?
Coming to an end for my uni life also means that the friends whom I've made, the 'corner shop' lunch sessions, the struggles for assignments and exams, the friends whom feared me when we're working on group assignments (only because they know how serious I can be when it comes to work, and NOT because I'm fierce k! haha.) are all memories that I've had throughout the 3 years and will be kept for many years to come. As of next year, each of us would have our own paths and lives to live. This is something that I really dread and I'll miss it in time to come.
Lost and found? Think its inevitable and bound to happen for any of us. Friendships, relationships, trust, and happiness comes and goes. Guess this is why we tend to cherish them when they're around, and appreciate them more when they're gone! I for one, believe in fate and how it can bring people together or tear people apart. I do believe that if fate allows it; then no matter how far apart we might be now, we would be closer once more in time to come.
I've had my shares of doubts and ambiguities as well throughout the year. Not knowing if the decisions I've made were the right ones, but guess we'll never know until we face the music of the decisions. I too have regrets throughout the year, but I've learnt that some things are just not within our controls and that if it is destined to turn back around someday, it will!
Haha. I sounded emo in this post, don't I? That's just how end of the year makes me feel! Oh, don't get me wrong. I do anticipate the years to come and moving on to the next chapter or transition in my life, but the records of what happened in these 10 months would be bygones and the only records of them would be in my memories...
Cheers to the past 10 months of 2008 and more cheers to the people whom I've shared the past 10 months with!
Lecture Notes............. Checked! Self-made Notes......... Checked! Prescribed Text........... Checked! Pillow.......................... Checked! Green tea and snacks.... Checked! Supply of music............ Checked! Source to keep me awake.....Unchecked!
I'll just need to quarantine and imprison myself for just another week and then, I can finally feel a sense of relief! Well, relief will only last for 3 weeks technically. But hey, it's better than nothing! Haha. Can't wait for it to be over and done with...
I've missed waking up and have nothing stressful to look forward to but just to wonder what I shall have for breakfast/lunch/tea depending on the time I'm gonna wake up.
I've missed to just let a day pass by and just being a couch potato the whole day.
I've missed having the time to have random daydreams and even have the time to dream.
I've missed shopping with mom.
I've missed having the motivation to wake up early in the morning and have the urge to want to go for a morning jog, although that thought was more often put aside and was seldom accomplished.
I've missed letting the day pass me by being carefree and joyful.
I've missed having whispering nothings and just be playful.
I've missed the sight and scent of nature with the marshmallow-like clouds and the freshly-cut grass, and just being there for a second to enjoy it.
and I've missed you!
but now, I'll have to just miss having to miss those and not miss my supposed imprisonment...
The thing about love is I never saw it comin' You kinda crept up and took me by surprise And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin' Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time
Move in a little closer (just a little closer) Take it to a whisper (woah) Get just a little louder (yeah)
Say it again for me Cuz I love the way it feels when you are Tellin me that I'm The only one who blows your mind Say it again for me It's like the whole world stops to listen When you tell me you're in love Say It Again
The thing about you (about you) Is you know just how to get me You talk about us like there's no end in sight The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you) Open that door (open that door) And walk into my life
Move in a little closer (just a little closer) Take it to a whisper (woah) Just a little louder (yeah)
Say it again for me Cuz I love the way it feels When you are Tellin' me that i'm The only one who blows your mind Say it again for me It's like the whole world stops to listen When you tell me you're in love
And it feels like It's the first time That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain And never In my whole life Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name
Say It again for me Cuz I love the way it feels When you are tellin' me that I'm The only one who blows your mind Say It again for me It's like the whole world stops to listen When you tell me you're in love
Just wandered around and somehow bumped back to my baby blog. Almost forgotten about the existence of this blog... Haha. So, decided to post an entry just for the fun of it and also because it has been nearly half a year that I've stopped blogging! I doubt anyone will be bumming back to read anymore, haha... So yeah, just blogging for the sake of old times sake.
Hmm.. although it has only been half a year, but lots have happened. Well, you can call half a year a short duration or you can call it a long period; but whatever it is... I've to say that this half a year has done me good. No regrets whatsoever. There were things that has happened to me that not many of you knew about, but there were also things that happened that was shared with everyone I know and loved. Whatever they are or however good or bad they might have been, I always have the mindset that everything happens for a reason! Haha. Things wouldn't just simply happen and that's the way it is!
Have to admit that I've learnt alot about myself within this half a year, and also learnt to love myself before I can love others! Haha. *Toasts to my HubbyJu*
Time passed quickly and I'm already in my final year in Monash! Haha. *Crosses fingers* This better be my final year! Anyhow, will cherish and appreciate the friends I have made and grew to love here, cuz after we graduate; things wouldn't be the same anymore. So, gotta fully-utilize this year to create happy memories and of course, to study!! As they say, life in university don't come by anymore...
Lastly, if things were meant to happen, they'll eventually happen. And if they're not yours, just accept the fact that they're meant to be someone elses!
Rather a long post for a bumming post! Haha. Who knows I might bum around here and post again..
Love.
Currently listening to: Love Song By Sara Bareilles
8 Actifast in 2 days! Yup, Panadol is officially my bestfriend now...! Haha. Not sure if i'm ill due to the unpredictable weather or due to stress (unlikely it's due to stress, as I'm not really at the tip of it... just yet), but no matter what causes it, I WANT IT GONE! And my bestfriend is of not much use so far... it doesn't seem to be effective!
Predicting to burn many nights of midnight oil these two weeks... Sigh! But... I can do it! And as usual, I'll make it happen... eventually! Datelines: 6th Sept - MRM 13th Sept - IMC 14th Sept - Marketing Law 19th Sept - International Trade Law
Just need to FOCUS! FOCUS, KELLY!
Heated Independence night @ Cafe Flam
Alright... Back to d attempt of focusing now!! Ta~
